written @ 10:16 a.m. on 2005-10-13
...Ryan was in a car accident last night. He was on his way home and a truck decided to move into his lane behind him... or rather, through him. The truck hit his back end and sent him spinning into a ditch. His trunk was in his back seat and the front of his car was smashed too. He said that people who saw the accident were amazed that he was walking around after it... thank God. He's totally fine except for some stiffness and soreness from whiplash, but nothing that isnt healable. So thats good at least. And he said that if the truck would have done that in another 50 feet or so he woulda been pushed into oncoming traffic and possibly down a huge hill into who knows where. So, if it had to happen it happened in a good place on the road.
I talked to him a couple times last night and he seems shacken up, but ok. I on the other hand was crying almost the entire time i was on the phone with him. I can't believe how close i came to losing him last night... it really brings things into perspective. I depend on him so much... which is nice and also terrifying. Its nice to know that i have someone so close to me that i can trust and depend on him as much as i do. But... what if i would have lost him last night?? What would i do? ... i have no idea! I mean, right now i'm trying to plan out the rest of my life and it all revolves, or not revolves but includes, his plans and ... and i just cant imagine planning a life without him... i cant believe how much i love this guy... i would give up the world for him... and i wouldnt know what to do without him...
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anyway... what else is new... OH! Ryan, Jenny and i went to a bonfire at Professor Keenan's house. It was really cool. We just hung out and talked, drank a little wine, you know... all the good stuff.
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Also, last friday i went into watertown to hang out with that crew. I had a blast!! I feel kinda bad though because i got SO drunk. I felt sick the rest of the weekend. I cant even remember how many drinks i had, but i know it was more than ten and i also had at least three shots. Oh man... it was a good time but i defenitely paid for it on saturday and sunday.